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Feelin like a scared idiot
Feelin like a scared idiot

Irrational fears prevent me
from being just like
everyone else.

Were I asked to make a call,
I would have to build the courage.
Trying to get over the fears,
all the what ifs that swim
and spin me and interrogate me,
total intertia
provoking the worst in me.

Feeling like a scared idiot.
Anxiety ascending.
Feeling like a scared idiot.
ANxiety ascending.

Here I stand,
Pockets of people,
what do I do?
What do I say?
I don't know,
but what if I say the wrong thing?
What if they don't want
me there?
What do I do?
What do I say?
And here I stand,
away from the people.

Feeling like a scared idiot.
Anxiety ascending.
Feeling like a scared idiot.
Anxiety ascending.

I don't get out much,
even if it's something I want to do.
The feeling in the pit of my stomach,
the surge of terror,
the racing of my heart,
the heating up,
and panic.
Panic.
Too many people,
Too small a place,
too much movement,
I need to get out.

Feeling like a scared idiot.
Anxiety ascending.
Feeling like a scared idiot.
Anxiety ascending.

Feeling like a scared idiot-
I want to be like everyone else,
I don't want the fears controlling me.

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from Approaching Neural Self​-​Destruction, released December 21, 2016

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