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Notes From An Outsider

by Fafhrd

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1.
Stand Up 04:56
It's 2015, the future is now, there was trouble in the past and we worked to fix it, but here we are, back again, same shit different year. How did we make progress only to end up right back to where we started. People are people, humans are humans, we are all a part of the same one unified species, but we refuse to acknowledge that and instead focus on our differences as if those things that make the world go round are nothing but errors in some master plan that may have been conceived by a deity. Here's a thought, shut your mouth and open your mind. Embrace the world around you. Embrace these differences. Don't be a part of the systematic oppression of so many peoples with different skin, different gender, different beliefs, different sexuality. The blacks are getting killed, and the whites don't care. The trans are getting beaten, and the cis don't care. The women are getting mistreated, and the men don't care. The gays are getting blamed, and the straights don't care. This does not work, you need to shut your mouth and open your mind and embrace the world around you. Take a deep breath and realize there needs to be change. And it starts with you. One person can make a difference. Stand up for others. Show them and the world that they matter. Do not devolve and degrade, do not stoop to that level. You're better than that and you know it. Make a difference. Stand up. Stand up. Stand up.
2.
So what's your game? You want to hire, but you won't hire us. We trudged through school only to get denied a job because we lack experience. Well wake up because we're hard workers and if you teach us, we'll learn. We'll do our job, we'll do it well, but don't shut us down before you've had a chance to see us at work. So what's your game? I send in an application, I send you a cover letter, you know where I want to go in life, and that applying with you will help me get there. But I got no experience, how am I supposed to get it when you won't give it to me. How will I get experience when you won't give it to me? Just wake up we're hard workers, give us a shot, and if you teach us, we'll learn. We'll do our job, yeah we'll do it well, but don't shut us down before you give us a chance. You say I got no experience, but how am I supposed to get it when you won't give it to me. I can't get experience and now I got no job what am I supposed to do?
3.
Here I lie, clinging to what I don't have. Wishing and wanting, longing and hoping, knowing it won't come, knowing it's useless. So here I lie, dreaming in vein. Quietly a deceitful tale brews beneath my eyes. That closed-eyed incantation swallows reality giving me a lie that I cannot hold on to, but here I lie a firm clutch, an embrace, of a hopeless desire. I'm just dreaming in vein. Eyes shut and dreaming in vein. a fruitless facade, I'm dreaming in vein. Dreaming in vein. Dreaming in vein.
4.
Burning Boy 03:23
Finally things have begun to click, and it's never felt so good. I may hate my job, I may hate the state of the nation, but here you are, making me feel like I've never felt before. I never knew I could love like this, I never knew I could love like this. Be mine forever, my burning boy. Day one was just so perfect. I never could have ever hoped for anything better. We inched closer and closer then it was only a matter of time before that first kiss. And I couldn't let you go, hell I feel like that today, please don't let me go. I never knew I could love like this, I never knew I could love like this, just be mine forever. My burning boy. It was only the first date, but we were both sold only after day one. And then I couldn't hold off, no I couldn't hold off, on saying "I love you." I never knew I could love like this, I never knew I could love like this, just be mine forever. My burning boy. And to me the day just can't begin without you in my arms. And the day just can't end
5.
I never whimper, Nor postpone any interchange, yet certain am I of my needs. Afoot with querulous criticisms, I ask not for much. I myself need little. But like a mach five orrery, your sudden waves leave my healthy, free mind in ruins. Your sudden interchanges make the open road inaccessible, leaving me in poor fortune. I see the world before me: Certain am I of the spot, I will take the open road, while you continue to swindle me with rules and regulations that you summon from the depths of your stygian abyss.
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Mixdown 03:34

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released November 28, 2015

Written and performed by Connor Eck

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